Nelson's.

thanks ah god.

2011-04-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

ok i admit i lose (: i lost almost everything already hahahas thanks NS
even going to lose my love one soon hahah how sad (: not sure should i be sad and tears or should i smile i'm just so confuse now can heart my heart is down ha so lazy now just like a dead log.
what more can i lose uh? family ha one day i'll lose them also (: fuck.
i guess i won't be that nice anymore.Sorry.

ha.

2011-02-27T03:45:00.000+08:00

this is just shit. that's all

poor again.

2011-02-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

hmmm don really like the life now cos i got not enough money to spend );
haiis why thought my life was ok liao but now went broke again hmmm.
sin please save me :D HAHAHAS tonight toto hoseh liao
hmm today the 24 and baby is going bangkok for 8days siao right -.-
8days in bangkok do what sia boliao leh.
nvm lah she happy can liao so i guess now till she back i'll guaiguai stay in camp lo
MAHJONG I coming :D shhh.

Why..

2011-01-16T19:15:00.003+08:00

Thought Ns life is over but it's gona start in just 12hours i miss you i miss everyone again shit -.-
tekong life is over but i miss srly.
this year i feel totally change i don't know why but is all cos of you i love you don wanna lose you but why -.- i don do this last time i never change for anyone but you.
Maybe cos you're special to me i guess
you can say i'm hot and cold but is all cos of you. i love you i care about you like always
but now i don't even noe how to care anymore -.- so i leave all stuff to you so you can do whatever you wan no matter i like or don't i'll still accept it that's fact.
i know i change alot cos i know you don't need those shit attitude from me
it's hard to pull us tgt but i trying very hard to do it.
don't wanna lose you that's WHY. i guess.

donno how to treat you good.

2010-12-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry if i'm pushing you too hard baby,
is all cos i wan you to have a bright future and not like me.
wan you to learn how to be independent incase i can't be by your side
what if i sleep tonight and never wake up. Right?
you asked me weather i still love you like last time my answer is yes
or maybe even more i swear cos you're part of my life already
i can't afford to lose you.i lose you once before but lucky i got you back by my side
i noe study isn't your cup of tea but you still got to it's your last year already don't
waste it please.Just bear wif it i'll be there not always due to the fcking NS but you see
every book out i didn't meet anyone but only you.

you ask me to try go back study cos you were thinking that i don't noe how you feel but
i noe i go school before also but i was way too playful
Now if i had a chance to study i'll cos i understand life won't e easy if you can't
get a good job. i even wan you to be my wife but i'm scare,i'm scare that i can't earn money in the future i can't give you good life only thing i can is those job i did
but trust me no body like those under table job if they can choose
ok
although i'm just 17 but trust me i'm already thinking what i wan in future
don't always stress yourself up smile more stress yourself up don't change anything
but will only make you go crazy and more angry.
my body has been down for 4days already,i don't noe how long more but no matter what
i still love you baby.

Ass

2010-10-23T18:45:00.003+08:00

Time check now is 930pm now and I'm in my bunk. Starts writing as I've got nothing better to do. Start to get more and more sian of Army life& more and more scared of getting older cause I still don't know what am I going to work as or how to earn money. Hmmm, nevermind let's not talk about it this for now, today it's one of my section mate's birthday so we gave him a birthday bash.
Lucky my birthday is at Unit liao. Called my mum just now and asked her how's home, where's my dad&brother cause I miss them. Lastly, I miss you.

Back from tekong

2010-10-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

Ha. this is my darling SISTER (: ilove her cos she treats me well can (: jie i miss you

meet me up tml alright (x

ok back to my Ns life, hmmm ok Tekong is not that bad actually but the trainning is

stupid and dam fcking tired de lo

think uh everyday got 4trainning then got to do 4times warm-up and cooldown

lame right -.- Ns is a waste of time lah )": SUCKS!

ok she now in hongkong i'm in my room -.- so far so far colin jio me go drink but i guess i'm just too tired to go out so told him tml (x Colin i miss you too

sunday need book in again SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. nvm

3more months very fast ONE !!! (:

lastly i love you FIONA NEO

Abit lost O.o

2010-10-10T12:14:00.003+08:00

went drink before booking in de photo (:

ok army life hmmm lame? boring lo got time will like think about what i'm gona do when

i'm out of army hmm thinking weather i can get a car when i'm 19

it's hard i swear -.- base on my work now it's not really good -.- donno wtf happen this few weeks keep losing money ccb.. nvm days will be better i hope!

at least must have a normal job for my car and my under table job for my personal use

hmmm frens ask me tgt go and work lighting and sound say that pay is good but

i'm still thinking =x study?? hmm thought about it but i don think i can -.-

but i i'll try my best to get a car as fast as i can .

and hope everything from now will start to get better ..

Gf went working and her school going start soon so is not that i don have the time for you but is you don have time for me i can only see you in the night.

but i noe you wanna earn money so i didn't say a word and i noe you love skipping so i also didn't say anything about your skipping and i'm fine really i also donno why don even have that fcking time to see her much this week and next week (: ha. what a life (:

noe how deep is the anger for a Ns guy to not see his gf for more than 12hours when book out

ha. for me i think i'm good enough cos i didn't say a fcking single thing (: cos i'm understand it's not what she wants

and i think is the best i can give i give what ever she wants.wanna give time she has no time meals wif good food and never let her worried about the word money

so i belive i'm at my best already.

dad started to treat me so good donno why -.- think cos of Ns keep give me money or he keep winning money from horse racing hmmm win also good lah (:

money is always in the top place in my heart.

Cos i swear i won't wan my wife to have hard life next time i promise to own a car a house my own house

and i noe it'll be fcking hard for me when i'm 19 to 23

try my best..

Army days 2...

2010-10-02T19:07:00.002+08:00

Last second day to book out day sibei kan pua ni na bu song really :D
In tekong for 12 full days already.kanpua sian lo.Everyday trainning
from morning 5.45 till evening 6plus,sometimes till 10pm like shit
MISS my mom,my sis,my bro,my dad,my sexy bitch fiona and my NIECE!
time now 1308, having lecture class like lame and boring only sia =x ok lar that's all

TATAS!

Army days..

2010-10-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

first week in army,TEKONG somemore sian half -.- worst is bring a batt spoilt de phone come in then first night phone went dead.Let me tell you the feelings is SUCKS ttm de lo really.
Miss my family,friends and my gf alot sia hmmm.
Miss my life outside le :(
Ns like dog can but lucky my Sergent like most good in the company (x cos he don really scold HAHA!

Why...

2010-09-06T06:55:00.006+08:00

Life now was kind of perfect to me cos don have to think how am i going to live today without money (: hmmm ok first,Sorry to my all my buddy for not having time to accompany you all due too my work (: P.s uh

Sec,iloveyou fiona cos you're a good gf (: that's what my boss and ahjin say

th,friends....sometimes i find myself really stupid -.- really cos i always wanted to help friends around me,trusted them wif my heart but always at last i got shitt back really ha. really don't

understand i heard something i shouldn't heard i see something i shouldn't see is like why uh?? am i look too good to be stab?funny eh and i swear i was so sot when i saw the msg about what you say about me (: nvm...is ok life is always like that just remember cos of you i won't trust frens that close (: cos i noe you're a paper that can't wrap a fireball ha.ok let's not talk about this don make my mood down (:

ok i love my jiejie! cos sometimes i find she's cute :D she's crazy she's funny :D thanks Celeste jie!

ok let's talk about love (: ha.

i think i'm old already -.- really after being wif this fiona i got like no inters in other girls anymore cos i use to be like so call hongster that must have lot's of girls chatting wif me playing tgt but i realise that now i won't even entertain girls when they came to chat LOLS? hmmmm

really donno why boys must have a gf -.- hello trust me Single is better.See if you're single you don have to think about the other part of you're life if you going home late if you're drinking if you're looking/chatting/flirting wif other girls for me is not the same (: i found my housewife already AHAHAHAHAH. so i decide to stop like uncle uh :D aiya bro gavin stay single lah earn more money ok (:

ok now about my job hmm actually my jobs is simple ba cos i have lot's of freedom just have to busy for a few hours per day that's it O.o 7days makes a week 5days my jobs is just to drink drink and drink lols :D 1week drink 5days in nightclub wif boss where got people got this life no need to be working but just drinking money come lols right..

my target is just to earn 2000per week i belive i can do it (: just need time..

ok today's the 6th shit 10more day and byebye i'm be at tekong doing my NS liao (: wish me luck ok hahaha 2years out and i'll have my OWN car (: 20years old got my Own car using my Own money to buy ok! siaosiao ok lah i tried liao

nights love fiona better do your test well later dam you!

tataS

Ok this 2 assholer is my buddy cos we live for money for better life for better future

but we don live for girls.cos had been hearing and understanding how girls can change when we're in deep trouble ha. So things that pay us Cash to us is call a JOB (: so we treat our boss well cos he never let us worried about the thing call Money (:

ok his face SUCKS :D

Cause I don't want you to be away.

2010-08-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

Fiona Neo WenQi, the cutest girlfriend he ever had here :) HEHEHE.

I promise him a 500 word blog post, so here it is.

So...he borrowed a storybook "Destiny Cries" by Low Kay Hwa from Gavin today and he actually read the first 3 chapters already. You know...being together with him for 8months going 9, this is the first time I actually see him reading. And I swear he is really focus when he's reading because he don't even talk to me when I'm sitting beside him. Imagine if he starts reading... My, I think I have to start finding books as well then. He claims that he had become so much nicer, so much smarter. Oh well, we all know if he had :)

You know what? I find him damn freaking attractive when he's focusing on his work.(!!!!!!!)

When he reads, when he work, when he play, when he sings.

I go like...woo-la-la when I watched him doing his work. HAHAHA.

&my heart melts when he sings (':

Gawd, look what he had done to me. I'm like so attracted to him. Freak, I am like getting excited for nothing when I am typing this. Can totally imagine him singing, him doing his work at the computer desk.

Awwwwwwww..I swear I can't wait to see him working away at the computer desk. I sound like some sicko, but I don't care. HE MAKES ME SO HYPER NOW.

I think I've been sticking to him like super glue for the past weeks. All because he will be away for 2weeks in just 2weeks 5days ):

Nelson Chua, see this. You better behave yourself when you're in the army because I don't want to miss any weekend with you. I don't want to receive a call from you, telling me that you have confinement over the weekend.

Did you know how much I was worrying when I saw your asthma inhaler at your side this morning? You coughed so badly, and headed to your brother's room to sleep. I swear I couldn't sleep for a moment untill I went over to check on you. You idiot, please do not do such things to me again. Stop drinking so much and look after your body please.

Darling, you promised the 200 words on my blog tomorrow k! I am being very nice by saying 200 words :) Aren't I an awesome girlfriend? I thought so too.

I love you because of who you are.

Because you care, because you are always so nice to me. Well, I mean most of the time.

I don't take grudges against you because we both know that we're not perfect.

Together, we'll conquer the world.

Apart, fear conquer me.

Baby, isn't this what we're all about?

Conquering the world together, fighting the fears of each other's.

I'll be your guardian when all else are crumbling, I'll trust your decision to life.

To walk to your dream that you've always dreamt, we'll fight the battle of life together.

Obstacles that come along, we'll fight it through. What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.

We'll take a step of Faith, to the things that we can never imagine to have.

To me, this is kind of perfect.

This loud, irritating, loving, fat boy is my boyfriend.

Don't you love me as much too? :)

twisted life =x

2010-07-29T15:59:00.003+08:00

wooooh dam long bo post liao cos i'm working NOT I"M LAZY :D but actually i'm lazy ahahahahahas!

should i get bike next year?car bike car bik car bike? OMG ):

now adays work is so shit -.- is so sian time is so hard to pass! please understand me not i don wan go work is just that i think until so sian don feel like working

COS THERE"S nth to do ;o

ok lah i felt bored already dota time (:

love my fiona!

Sick SIck Sick nabu eh

2010-07-06T02:57:00.002+08:00

knn have been sick for 2-3days liao nabu dam xinku

towas boring =x actually wanted to go out wif yj but i was too tired so slept till 5-6pm :D

meet jiasheng new fren his very quiet i think she shy lah -.- then accompany me go cut my hair hmm cut until like shit :D nvm i like i wan it ugly anw HAHAS

yj came and we had dinner at 313 then went sp slack meet ahfat then saw hui,gavin and their gf

didn't slack tgt cos they had school tml so i collect money and headed home

going 12 hua call me say wan drive out slack so went kopitiam drink talk cork till now just got home (x another day just pass DAM

night lah!

hungry,bored,weird feelings

2010-07-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

hi i donno what to post now cos i'm sleepy,shag,tired,sick and i feel totally weak

oh god please take my life if you wan don leave me in this condi =x

saw something happen ytd and suddenly pooh... i recall some pass

is like so what if we're the ex-hongster?we did want to change but girls just didn't gave us the chance. is like we're climbing up the rope to be a better person and till half way they just cut off the rope ha.

ok lah i cannot tahan liao

tatas nights all

why she never change

2010-07-02T04:51:00.003+08:00

people told me i did the right thing by leaving her,at start i don really think so i always got the mind set that is my fault all the time every night when i close my eyes

but now i know that i did it right cos fiona is always the better choice (: iloveyou babe

ha.hmm i started to die in girls hand OMG how could this happen to me :D nabei

must be fiona give me drink so think then got gong tao de :D HAHAHAHS kns :D i bet

she'll say siao eh is you love me too much hor if she see this lols

ok lah this week every night went drinking -.- too much liao cannot tahan must rest leh

peace centre 6-7floor/mask51/boat quay/power house/armani/TD/V2 all clear :D

most fun peace centre 7floor relax :D but fcking expensive -.- 1bottle almost 500/armani same same/powerhouse not my type =x mask51,boat quay,TD and V2 paikia area :D but we like

HANGOVER

2010-06-30T16:35:00.002+08:00

this few days had been drinking too much =x think my liver going cook liao hahas
everyday henesy/martell -.- wuuu now think liao also scare ha. NS days are getting closer die liao =x nvm looking forward to my B-day :D i sure make bigbig anyone also can join happy jiu hao hahahas ok lah going yishun wif ahlong liao cb ask me so early wake up go eat -.-

takecare uh

time flys

2010-06-29T15:02:00.002+08:00

So fast 4years pass liao from 13-17 ha.really wish to go back to the pass cos we had so much fun (: see now all grown up liao :D ha.

few more months i also going in NS liao hmm -.- kns also donno you all will miss me anot

argh better miss me hor and my B-day 29/01 next year steady arh we drink until die ok :D

waterfall hor all steady arh :D

today's de weather sibei good feel like going swimming leh =x should i. think don wan lah

and i'm hungry like fuck ):

Drink,Drank,Drunk :D

2010-06-18T06:57:00.003+08:00

CUTE 24 :D

EHHHH so cute lah

police will catch leh =x

see hao so happy :D

handsome right :D

keke i just love to get drunk =x cos i feel better lighter and don't have to

think about any more things hmmm how i wish everyday can drunk

drunk cos i'm going in army liao knn 16/09/10 nabei cb date )x NVM!!

i go in chiong sua liao hahahs brother wait me out and most important is my

bui eh (: wait me alright,cos i love you more than i love myself (:

ok lah sibei tired liao

nights!

I love Nelson Chua

2010-06-17T02:23:00.002+08:00

Since you doesn't want to update your blog, I'm here to do it for you.

Si Bui Kia! I love you (:

You've been so nice so nice so nice so nice so nice, that I think I'm such a bad girlfriend now.

I'm off to sleep, there's still school tomorrow and, B+ for all UT2 okay!

Please be there when I study, because you said you'd accompany me, heh :D

They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance.

Oh My Gosh

2010-05-31T21:47:00.003+08:00

BearBear hug me when i was sleeping :D iloveyou bearbear!

Oh my gosh :D

was super shag today cos i got home in the morning about 10am

went geylang do something ytd that why then came back sembawang pei gavin slack till morning oh my gosh they wan my live i'm already old ok =x mai bully me!

i need some sleep :D lols my mum took my pic when i was sleeping she said i was like a 5year old kid =x lols of cos lah i'm so cute HAHAHAHASH!!!

ok lah lazy to type more liao hand very tired :D

TATAS!

used to live in daylight but not anymore

2010-05-24T06:26:00.003+08:00

hmm. used to live in the bright day but not anymore =x i'm not used to the sunlight anymore

nights is better cooler? but i don really like it =l got no choice cos is making money

this world nth is more important than money

told ahjin i do love her alot but he say there's no real love in this world i might love her alot now and she might love me alot now but he told me now she's still young when she grow older

she'll complain that i'm not making enough then leave me and he said even wife can leave you

if you don have money.i'm super confuse hmm.

should i stop making money and go back to her or should i cont making my money

cos i'm scared she'll leave me someday.

she's the another me :D

2010-05-22T17:37:00.002+08:00

yo this my shi mei :D yea i was on phone wif her saying that she keep

let guys out there cheat so i teach her how to make you guys out there die =x

and she's becoming more n more bhb like me liao i think she can made it

:D LOLS JIAYOU! BHB de shi mei!

on phone dam funny she kept saying that she's cute lah chio lah i was like

oh my gosh =x LOLS!!! and indeed my shi mei is cute :D

but i'm always cuter lah bo bian de ma tio bo :D HAHHAS

i wish i could go back to sec1 first day =x

2010-05-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

Sibei fast 4years pass liao -.- i could still remember the first day in class :D

sitting beside yj saying hu's the most chio in the class LOLS :D KIDS! i noe u all will say that

hahas then till sec2 everyday probelm -.- fight here fight there =x sec 3 all diff class liao

haiis then change to don like study -.- then quit school hmmm

what a waste -.- if not now in school i chaochao sec 5 ok hahahahs! kns -.- i think ite i won't go sec5 also =x

MISS SENTOSA! got to go liao get some air there =x

anyone wanna join??

Sometimes i need you more than you noe..

2010-05-21T07:27:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired now,but i still can't get to sleep cos i'm thinking of you
i need you now i wan you now -.- hmm i'm was thinking about you
when i saw you walked pass me without knowing it hurts.
i miss you at my house i miss you laughing wif me i miss your voice i miss your kisses
i miss your hug but i don think you know.
don't wish to let you know more maybe is just better
as u're everything and the most important thing to me.

Sorry :D

2010-05-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

hahas :D

you can't have me,you gona need a better rod for a big fish like me :D

oh... i lost my voice

2010-05-17T15:46:00.003+08:00

I think i'm better in shade
Omg his sick ): i'm scare

My sexy bear mouth :D

swee bo :D

outout

you're out

Went praying wif gavin to pa siol lin =x lols sway lah him =x tio this type of stuff

then sibei tired ton that night -.- haven sleep like wan die like that then went bugis shopping =x

dam long bo shopping liao

like i'm muted :D LOLS!!!

ok lah going out wif my niece liao BAOBAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

new hair cut :D

2010-05-03T14:54:00.003+08:00

wah piang eh the weather was like hell hot =x must wear sun glass so can show shuai qi out :D

nice anot my new hair cut =x haha :D hair too long liao so feel like cuting =x then ask gavin pei me go.when my hair is being cut i feel like cuting away so parts of my hair but gavin say this not nice that not nice so in the end right side cut away -.- then she say not nice i was like wtf cut liao siao liao =x went to catch moviw wif gavin,ahfat,shao and boon cb hui say wan go in the end call him bo ans =x should be at home lam here n there wif his Ms ang liao nvm bo blame him :D

and fcking boon was so funny he told me his balls can only last for 2years i was laughing like my heart going to pump out =x and iron man 2 was a stupid movie that waste my money =x

ok lah i wan go eat my chicken feet liao

tatas

i'm going crazy over MONEY =x

2010-04-30T00:49:00.003+08:00

Oh mine i'll be soon Crazy over CASH -.- dam it =x

got money also kpkb no money also kpkb HAHAHAHAS! :D kns

Cb need work more more and more liao then got more more more money :D

then i think i'll stop kping :D kekeke

yea deh yea deh yea deh i'm sot O.o Cb comp like sot liao knn keep hang/restart
=x

steady lah brother i got more money liao won't forget you all (:

wait for me alright we go drink soon :D!

is life just like a tatto?

2010-04-28T14:55:00.003+08:00

Swee bo? hmm had been working like dog this few days but i think is worth it lah for my first $10000 that i earn myself and PLEASE everyone don be sorry for anything cos u done owe them anything.ytd Xiaohei told me to view this blog that this girl is a 2headed snake i don really belive but after i saw what she tag i started to belive everything was a lie is woah in front of me was like wanted to be frens but behind change to like someone i donno O.o haha.narhs nvm also
don need this type of frens also useless only will create more problem .
Ok let's put everything to a stop liao had enough le (: really tired liao,there's nth in my heart now only just to earn more money cos even i love de girl also don't seem to have trust in me at time i really got nth to say.

Sian still owe my biaoge a treat to TD )x donno must spend how much again liao hmmm
nvm is my biaoge anyway (:

gtg tatas
AhbeaR

You know who I am

2010-04-26T01:46:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.

Please read your blog's draft.

I'm not Nelson.

2010-04-06T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm a fucker rapist assholem. Yes, I'm a rapist. I'm a fucker. I'm an assholem.

However, my girlfriend is a hot bitch :) I love my girlfriend to the max, because she's cute and she's an awesome girl.

I swear I'd treat my girlfriend better, because I'm such a fucker naoxzxzxzxz.

I love Fiona Neo TTM. &Fiona loves Nelson Chua...not to the max. But over! :D

The Past =l

2010-03-23T06:59:00.003+08:00

hahas i Super Super love this pic lo cos is so nice can!!! 100% real de ok
was taken at after fishing at kranji (: too bored then go down to dig for lala O.o lols
cute of us uh anyway u all noe hu lai de ma? :D
from left is Me the Super handsome n cute boy then is Sihao cute n handsome also but lose me abit :D then is the Fat Ahlong :D then is the act cute buay cute wenhui :D HAHAHAHS!!!!
they stand wif me so look better :D HAHAHAS KNS LAH!!!!
-.- don say me kns lah hahas ok lah.
hmm must thanks Ahdor also cos she help us to take this pic de (:
i promise tat the place in the pic is SUPER beautiful 100% comfirm but to go until where we're
standing u got to walk pass muddi stuff like shit -.- super erxin but after that u're still
HORSESHEILD!!!!!!!! OMG =x scare la.. and last u reach liao u'll think tat u're in heaven

hahas ok lah don talk about pass liao (:
gona sleep now tatas!
i need my SexyBitch NOW!!! come my house lah! Miss Fiona! ass =x

boredo!

2010-03-22T05:47:00.002+08:00

hello!~ told ya i'll post liao -.- lols

hmm donno wat to say la...okok let's talk about my life now (:

hmm i find tat life is meaningless/boring/stupid -.- i don understand why do we live for?

people says we live to be happy?but how do we get happy? Money is the key (: if there's no money happy is gone n sadness/anger is here hmm and when we go out to earn tat money

for us to bring happy come we got no time to be happy n turn in sadness/anger wif money -.-

hmm haiiS!!!!!!!!!!! so i donno wat on earth happen to me this few days cos i'm like super suay -.-

work place always appear to have lot's of problems then got problems wif my gf

hmm i really need u guys to understand really =l

Sometimes is not weather i want or not is it came it this way and i got no choice but to follow

so thanks for all your understanding (:

Cheers

Trip to Sentosa!

2010-03-21T08:04:00.006+08:00

haiis always so handsome for what :D

Bobian lah!

Can i lick you Please?

Kiss me will you?

Smile Smile arh boy!

My cute little boonboon!

Gavin,Gavin,Gavin

Fat ):

Handsome?

CB! fuck face :D

Hellos! this some picture i took when i'm at sentosa :D

aiya bobian lah,we handsome people go anywhere must take some picture de if not

the place we went don look good HAHAHAS! :D LOLS

it's a fun day out at the beach -.- as we were spying on "Chiobu" hahas but!!!! lucky bo spy tio

if not i'll be bash by my darling fiona liao :D keke

as we were swimming,we saw some fish then decide to catch so we're stupid enough to use our hands to catch -.- LOLS! people there was like siao uh? hahas

but nvm tat makes us look young n cute uh :D

after swimming was tired meet zhenhua at vivo took Carl's junior for dinner and was so full till wan vomit =x

then fins our food decide to go smoke then pass by 1 shop inside got 2 Chiobu la..

she look at us then smile like wan noe us like tat then i told gavin actually she smile at me lah

but Gavin say bo ko leng she should be smiling at zhenhua but i say zhenhua old liao so bo ko leng smile at him de then he say she like man de -.- i was like WTF

i not man enough meh KNS YOU!!!! AssHoler!

my post like becoming a story liao =x nvm i stop here but actually i'm tired :D HAHAHS!!

ok lah don say walao eh :D will be posting soon!

I'm just a Sexy fat kid :D

2010-03-18T02:47:00.004+08:00

Oh man, look at my sexy pic :D i noe i cute lah haiis bo bian hahahahs!!!

at lion dance place nth to do then play lo no wrong what :D kns... We live to play la so

everybody out there PLAY like u never play before :D wooohoooo

i noe i dam long bo post liao P.s lah very tired la every night work till 2-3am then sleep at 8am

till afternoon -.- where got time n energy sia cannot blame me la

and DAM! i donno why my girl become so guaiilan sia oh my tian -.- i gona teach her some lesson

when she come my house liao (Fiona u're DEAD.wuahahahahah!)

evil like devil wif horns siol ok tat's the other side of me :D actually i'm friendly like angel :D

i'll sayang her de (:

HOR DARLING! hahahhahas!

Te Amo

2010-03-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

I can't stand seeing the same thing everyday when I come into his blog so I've decided to post it for him instead. HAHA.

You think you know Thai language I scared you ah! I know Spanish okay!

No me deje ir.

Don't know what it means? Search it yourself then! This is the reaction you gave me when I asked what you were saying the other day.

So don't blame me for being so GL, your girlfriend is smart& pick up things pretty fast :) HAHAHA.

I miss you like...hell. WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO BE FREE MY DEAR.

Okay, updated. Please update your blog yourself the next time round.

YA DEH YA DEH YA DEH

2010-02-25T00:28:00.003+08:00

I love you, you love me. We are happy family, with a great big hug& a kiss from me to you. Won't you say you love me too :)

Okay, it's me posting for him AGAIN just as he requested. &definitely I'm not going to say mean things about him already la.

Just as I thought, he's going to serve the nation soon. Real soon I guess.

Definitely I'd be very proud of him as he enters into a new phase of life, but at the same time... this meant that I can't see him for the first 3weeks & weekdays after that. TELL ME HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE.

I just hope the letters wouldn't come so quick ):

You've been such a sweetheart to me, &I'm going to get diabetes soon! Hahaha. Well, I'm all yours. Not to the kids :) So stop trying to xian me.

You know I know, don't need to say out what happen la hor.

I really don't know what else to post for you already. Post yourself!

boring =x

2010-02-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

keke i'm so bored wan to rot liao,whole day at home sian dao =x

son Arh =x tat's wat my mum n my Guaii Lan gf call me lols? but i love them lah both sweet n cute :D

wah.. i really very sian liao la cannot tahan liao kns ): play dota also sian no movie watch liao

wat should i do sia -.0

anyone wanna meet me call me ok :D 83829626 we meet go shopping go makan go lepak :D

ok lah i go chat chat wif my Guaii Lan gf liao :D

Infinite Love Baby :)

2010-02-22T18:02:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm here to blog for Guailan Baby as he requested. Oh so well, he's off to lion dance with Wenhui&co :)

See this baby, I'm sat. Way better than you! I'm not afraid of you one okay. Come only, mai siao siao :D

&I never understand why is he so guailan. It's not fair to be tickling me always okay! ):<

I swear I'll find your Achilles heels.

You know I wouldn't dare to do the one you told me, IDIOT. I'm going to find the other one real soon! I'm smart enough to do it.

Oh, just as I explained to him that I've become more and more sat each day. It's all because people grow, so does the inner self. &my 'sat-ness' never stops growing :)

Come on, let's see who wins in another month time.

2months have really been great, &I thank you for everything that allows me to put a smile on my face :)

Thank you for tolerating with all my shit, I know I could have been such a spoilt brat at times. Still, you gave in.

Awesome Boyfriend I've got :)

Baby, it's infinite

I've got a Guailan Boyfriend! =p

Nelson love her

2010-02-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

Super love this lady up there :D Cos i had been sick seens 2days ago and ytd was the most xingku n most song de day lo (:

i got home feeling dizzy but msg b, told her how i wish she can hug me in my sleep tonight

i was just wishing but she replied yes i can,i now come over :D

i was like over the moon can (x she reach my place and she's so paiseh lo say y dad n brother

face very fierce but actually their friendly.

she in my room n very QIAO can =x so i ****** her :D

don't think wrong way lah!!! i tickle her till she buay tahan say please hahahah!!!

then till i very tired then fall asleep liao knowing tat she hugging me i felt so xinfu

There's one last place to go

2010-02-12T19:20:00.003+08:00

This morning went east coast then to bugis(streets,junction and places i tat i had lots of memories) i remember all the memories n i was like going to tears,oh mine
passerby saw me was like crazy uh lols? nvm then i told myself it's over (: forget it then i move on and my friend call and wanna to drive me out for a spin as he noe i'm so silly =x he told me lots of stuff but only some gets into my mind. sorry.

Wanted to go marina but he drive me back to Sembawang for coffee,i'm not angry cos i noe he just wanna make me forget about going to marina so he made me laugh the whole day by telling me joke :D thanks!

So i guess i'm feeling better? ha. Tml will be going to marina barrage n it's the last place and end of everything =l

got to go work liao takecare u guys (:

I Was So Wrong In The Pass..

2010-02-11T14:33:00.005+08:00

Haven been posting for such a long period,i'm Sorry first to Emily cos i asked for your help

to create this blog for me and yet i didn't take good care of it.

I'm 17 now and i think it's really a hard time for me cos i did so much things in the pass

tat i'm regreting now like never study well,playing the whole year oh mine.I really regret

really i swear,and how i wish i'm in school now cos life outside is really a place tat u need

to take good care of yourself alone.U can't ask your family to takecare of u anymore

as i'm already 17 i'm old enough but i just can't fcking forget my pass )'= i don't fcking know why

i hate myself really i do.

Now there's only 2things tat worried me the most which is my fiona.she a cheerful,mature,understand,helpful and Super nice person BUT just too playful.i worried about her and not myself as some of u guys out there which understand which type of person i'm

i can don't care about myself but not my close ones.

2nd is my family,my parent are getting older after each day pass i'm scare tat i couldn't take good care of them in the future.

Maybe some of u guys of there think tat i'm joking saying this as bearbear had not much fear,

but one thing is i don find bearbear in me anymore ); i'm lost really lost.

Haven been sleeping for almost 3days and i think i gona be sick soon cos my whole body was in pain due to ytd's fight at work place, but i'm fine don worry and the main point is when i get

back home fins bathing i couldn't sleep,when i close my eyes i started to think more n more stuff

till i don'y have the guts to sleep and i belive no one knew how pain i felt each night

and anyway i'm used to this cos the thing i needed the most was push out of my life once and not long ago it happen again so pain to me is really nth =l

guys treasure what u have now before it's really gone.

Upddddddaaaaaateeeee.

2010-02-06T10:43:00.003+08:00

UPDATE SOON PLEASE NELSON ._.
& DON'T HATE MY HUSBAND OKAY, MAKE ME SAD LEY YOU D:

Emily here! :)

2010-01-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

Nelson chua.... Im here to help you to update your blog. I know im very mean to crop your picture and combine it with Yoga's picture. But seriously, you 2 look alike, haha! I mean you look like Yoga, not Yoga look like you :p

So yeah, since you seems to have no time for your blog, i shall blog for you then :) I got not much to blog for you, im just blogging for the sake of making your blog alive. ^^

Haha, so yeah, update soon alright?! Takecare!

=l

2010-01-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

hahas guys don mistook me ok i'm not lazy to post is just tat i forgot my blogger
id n pass -.-
hahas see even this i can forget liao -.- look how forgetful i'm OMG!!!

got 1 thing wanna tell u all lah i'm becoming a SEXY KID LIAO :D HAHAHAHAH!!!
noe why?Cos i got a SEXY LADY :D omg i love her

BUT donno why my mummy so friendly so she scare :D LOL!
cuute uh!!!!

ok lah nth much to post liao will be posting tml :D

love my Sexy lady

FINALLY!!!

2010-01-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

AND this is my guaii lan GF :D
but she's cute lar ! i love her damn much !

i got to thank this girl cos if don have her bo this blog liao :D

thanks Emily!

6 days without you )x

2010-01-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

The 1st day without you,

On the 25th i promised you that i'll accompany you to the airport tml
cos i noe you'll be going alone cos i don't wanna you to feel alone.
But the very next morning ,by the time i wakes up it's already 5plus in the evening
at tat time i was so fcking hate myself cos i broke my promise again n was sick that night.
Got slight fever & flu but didn't went to see a doctor.Till night was super tired but just can't get
to sleep cos was thinking how's your life there.Till morning then got to sleep but not more than 5hours

The 2nd day without you,

wake up today and was feeling very dizzy and angry cos i got not enough sleep,trying
to force myself back to bed but i can't.Kept thinking of you sleeping by my side
when i'm on bed.Feel like hugging you but i can't.time pass real fast till night n still didn't
see a doctor cos i don't likethen took some medi n watch tv till i fall aslp cos i got
no where to go and was feeling damn tired and sick.woke up again at 12plus am then
call ahfat to chat till 3am and when back to sleep again cos i feel like dying soon -.-

The 3rd day without you,

Woke up damn early today about 8.30am gave ahfat a call cos we agreed to have breakfast
and then went out at 8.45am with the stupid flu with me.Reach sunplaza at about 9am,waited
for ahfat to come down makes me feel like going to faint already cos i'm super hungry and tired
cos of mt stupid flu.Finally ahfat came down and i told him let's go 313 eat sua then go school
buy your books BUT we walk n walk till sembawang shopping centre to have our breakfast n luckily the food there was nice so i didn't complain just that i'm sneezing all the way and
was dam fcking angry.Went to school to get his books,while he Q up i was sitting behind sneezing
all the way then went wen hui house for mahjong cos they wanted to play.
Was sneezing badly while i play but i won 20bucks :D after that wanted to meet my sister
at harbour front to get my computer stuff but she got no time to meet me today so
went home n agree to meet at 7pm to go shopping for ahfat school bag.But went home had medi
n fall asleep till about 9plus and started to think of u again =x

The 4th day without you,

b, today is the 4thday without you by myside n i'm getting more n more lonely,
today my computer is back to life again (: get to use it just for awhile cos i woke up late
at 2plus n went wenhui house for mahjong game.This is the only way i can spend my time
and not think about you tat much,won 4bucks today siaosiao then 334 for supper and zhenhua
bike me home (: but when i'm on bed,i think about you again which i don't know why also is like
i'm use to have u close to me already.Nevermind just 2 more days u're coming back.hope i still
can tahan and i recover abit already but still abit tired n sick.

the 5th day without you,

Woke up this morning SUPER early noe why?? bet u donno :D woke up at 10.30 to play game hahahas! Bet you'll say lame lah u =x but nevermind lah i love yuou hahas i'm started to get use to it liao without u by myside ):

The 6th day without you,

woke up this morning and got nth to do so on my computer to have some games
haven eat cos waiting for my mum to buy for me OMG i'm lazy =x
oh ya i dream of u ytd maybe is i too miss u already?? tml you're coming back already hahash!!
song till about 8plus meet wen hui n frens to marina to see fire works lol it's nice but without u
pei me see no matter how nice it is also useless.had a great time today cos we walk around to grats people 'HAPPY NEW YEAR!' hahas reach home was super tired so went to bed after
i bath n boom fall aslp -.-

I LOVE N MISSES U BADLY

First post.

2009-12-29T15:16:00.001+08:00

Okie, Monster's blog is done! :D