i'm sorry if i'm pushing you too hard baby,
is all cos i wan you to have a bright future and not like me.
wan you to learn how to be independent incase i can't be by your side
what if i sleep tonight and never wake up. Right?
you asked me weather i still love you like last time my answer is yes
or maybe even more i swear cos you're part of my life already
i can't afford to lose you.i lose you once before but lucky i got you back by my side
i noe study isn't your cup of tea but you still got to it's your last year already don't
waste it please.Just bear wif it i'll be there not always due to the fcking NS but you see
every book out i didn't meet anyone but only you.

you ask me to try go back study cos you were thinking that i don't noe how you feel but
i noe i go school before also but i was way too playful
Now if i had a chance to study i'll cos i understand life won't e easy if you can't
get a good job. i even wan you to be my wife but i'm scare,i'm scare that i can't earn money in the future i can't give you good life only thing i can is those job i did
but trust me no body like those under table job if they can choose
ok
although i'm just 17 but trust me i'm already thinking what i wan in future
don't always stress yourself up smile more stress yourself up don't change anything
but will only make you go crazy and more angry.
my body has been down for 4days already,i don't noe how long more but no matter what
i still love you baby.

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