went drink before booking in de photo (:

ok army life hmmm lame? boring lo got time will like think about what i'm gona do when

i'm out of army hmm thinking weather i can get a car when i'm 19

it's hard i swear -.- base on my work now it's not really good -.- donno wtf happen this few weeks keep losing money ccb.. nvm days will be better i hope!

at least must have a normal job for my car and my under table job for my personal use

hmmm frens ask me tgt go and work lighting and sound say that pay is good but

i'm still thinking =x study?? hmm thought about it but i don think i can -.-

but i i'll try my best to get a car as fast as i can .

and hope everything from now will start to get better ..

Gf went working and her school going start soon so is not that i don have the time for you but is you don have time for me i can only see you in the night.

but i noe you wanna earn money so i didn't say a word and i noe you love skipping so i also didn't say anything about your skipping and i'm fine really i also donno why don even have that fcking time to see her much this week and next week (: ha. what a life (:

noe how deep is the anger for a Ns guy to not see his gf for more than 12hours when book out

ha. for me i think i'm good enough cos i didn't say a fcking single thing (: cos i'm understand it's not what she wants

and i think is the best i can give i give what ever she wants.wanna give time she has no time meals wif good food and never let her worried about the word money

so i belive i'm at my best already.

dad started to treat me so good donno why -.- think cos of Ns keep give me money or he keep winning money from horse racing hmmm win also good lah (:

money is always in the top place in my heart.

Cos i swear i won't wan my wife to have hard life next time i promise to own a car a house my own house

and i noe it'll be fcking hard for me when i'm 19 to 23

try my best..