ok i admit i lose (: i lost almost everything already hahahas thanks NS
even going to lose my love one soon hahah how sad (: not sure should i be sad and tears or should i smile i'm just so confuse now can heart my heart is down ha so lazy now just like a dead log.
what more can i lose uh? family ha one day i'll lose them also (: fuck.
i guess i won't be that nice anymore.Sorry.

this is just shit. that's all